Monday, January 22, 2007

Faith?

Does it ever seem like life can go down hill so quickly that you hardly even notice it before you hit bottom? Do trials seem to come in a 3 for 1 special? If you'd ask me, the answer would be yes.I don't know why God is having me experience these things right now, but I'm trying, the best that I can, to trust Him. To rest on the fact that He is so much bigger than me, and only He can give me the comfort I so desperately need right now. I’m not afraid to cry out to Him. I know He can handle my tears.

Faith, that’s what I need, I truck load…no make that two truck loads of Faith.

Faith in God seems abstract at times of great trials. It is so hard to see a better future when a horrible present is…well present.

I am not claiming that I have found such a faith in God but I am declaring my search for it. The world is “a Hell” right now. It is not how God intended it to be, but somehow in that Hell, God’s existence is so evident. My love for Him has never been this strong, how is that? At no other time in my life have I desired to “know him” than like right now.

Don’t deny yourself of remorse. God loved you enough to save you from Hell. He loves you enough to hear your pain, your agony, your confusion.

A wise man once said “Life is more than the words we speak”

Life is not a bed of flowers, it’s not perfect but God is.

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